Wednesday, July 28, 2004


Well this is my first entry. I am actually very tired and will soon be going to sleep. I've been pretty stressed lately. I've always believed that we allow people to hurt us, that we control that, but honestly it's hard to keep that control when you're the one being hurt.

I recently found that people who I truly believed to be people who cared about me, do not. It's sad to see friendly relationships end, but I had to do what was best for me, my family, and most of all my sanity. I am just a person who loves the LORD and can only take so much.

I am not the most tolerant person. I am very intollerant of people putting my husband and his job down. He's in the Army and he's over there fighting this war. He believes in what we are doing. I am sick and tired of people who only watch CNN, etc and think they KNOW the truth. They know nothing. They are ignorant and I'd rather slap them than have to read their idiotic posts and emails.

I know that paragraph did not sound like a good Christian woman at all. :( I love the Lord and strive to walk the life he has given me and make him proud. I know that all too often, well actually far too often I fail at this walk miserably.

This is really going to be a place for me to just share my thoughts, views, opinions, etc. I may just totally blow off steam here one day and the next have only wonderful things to talk about.

I am going to end now. I'm tired and it's time to go to bed.