Procrastination

I need to watch a video for a bible study I'm teaching tomorrow and I've totally been procrastinating about it. I don't know why. Well I kind of do, I'm not really wanting to teach is the problem. I'm not enjoying this study enough to be the teacher and feel very ill-equipped to do it. Ultimately I just need to sit my butt down and do what needs to be done after some prayer. But instead I'm sitting my butt down here. :X

Emily updated about Miller Grace so please go visit her website if you haven't already and get the update. It's a lot of stuff and it's just better coming from Emily than me that's for sure. www.caringbridge.org/visit/millergracecassetty

Today I had a board meeting for PWOC. That went great. We discussed everything we needed to discuss. The kids played. I came home, made lunch, had Jacob do his school work, worked some with Jackson on his preschool work, then it was time to go to the chapel to practice the songs we're singing tomorrow. I have to make something for PWOC breakfast too. I have yet to decide what. Chad's going to get the mail in a bit, so I'm thinking of having him pick up something but I'm not sure what yet! I'm thinking of bad/yummy brownies! LOL I could use me a pan of brownies about now.

 

I'm feeling rather frustrated with Jack right now. He's just not behaved or listened well this afternoon. I know it's because he didn't get a nap in, but this is rediculous. There's a hole in the screen and he just threw a toy out it. He got a spanking. Yep I spank and if you don't like it, too bad. I'm at my wits end with him this afternoon.

I have no idea what I'm making for dinner. I have a list of things to make, we have the groceries just nothing sounds good, except for those brownies like I mentioned before! :X Most of what we have to make is more than I want to do.

There are just days when I just want to go to bed and stay there, but of course those are the days you never can!

Oh our china cabinets are supposed to be delivered today. It's 5 pm and so far they're not here and if they don't get here I'm going to scream. I've had it with these people. I'm sick and tired of being told they're coming and then they don't come. Last Tuesday I waited all freaking day for them, then the lady told Chad I "must have been mistaken" she claimed she didn't tell me the 19th, funny that's the date I wrote down when I'dcalled her to GET the date. She PROMISED Chad they'd be delivered today. She guarenteed him our living room furniture would be delivered on July 10. If not I'm going to go crazy on some people. It's seriously not smart to mess with a grumpy pregnant woman! :)

Ok, I'm off to do some praying and get started on the prep work for the bible study....